Sunday, June 24, 2007

A New Dawn, A New Day

It has occurred to me that I have been sounding pessimistic lately, especially on here, especially about love, dating and that whole thing.
Generally I'm not very pessimistic, I feel perhaps that I am negative due to my lack of success.
It's easy to not be positive about something that you are not good at.
I'm not really good at dating.
My good friend Abbey has been talking to me lately about how I need to get out there. Lucky girl is already married to a good guy, has a beautiful little boy and another on the way. I told her that I need her to pray for me. Lol. I suppose the worst problem is timing and situation for me. Often I am attracted to men who are not good for me, who aren't interested in me, or the ones who are interested in me, I have no interest in them.
It all comes down to: I need to keep in mind and be encouraged by that it only takes one.
One good one to care for who will care for me back, the other the other 3 billion of the XY pool of the population does not matter.

So today to start off my 24th year on this planet, I will come back as Anne the art student, I will put on the plaid capris Abbey gave me for my birthday, put on my Chuck Taylor's and get back to my optimistic self which is generally more natural for me in the first place.

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